The Sweetest Thing...

Aaaaahhhhhhh (heavy sigh) the past few weeks....... there are no words to describe. I've been a bit disconnected, and under the weather. Dispite all my MANY blessings that I am so fully aware of you can't seem to shake the little things that get to you and today was was one of those days where it all comes to a head, a breaking point. As I sat by the garbage can on my kitchen floor, head pounding,stomach churning, and emotions raging inside of me, the tears started to flow. Tired of feeling this way and having it affect the kind of mother I've been to my beautiful boys, tired of not feeling up to "going out" with the kids, tired of throwing in another movie in for Jack and another toy in front of Quin. It was one of those moments where Heavenly Father has to shove a huge reminder in your face of how lucky you are. Jack, my sweet Jack, walks up to me, takes my face in his two little hands, pulls my face up so I can look him straight in the eyes and goes Oh, (gives me a big kiss on the lips) and says , don't cry. Kisses me again, sits on my lap and doesn't stop holding me until I stop crying. I can't tell you how fast my emotions flipped from self pitty to self grattitude. Man I am so grateful for my incredible husband, and two beautiful boys. Incase the clues didn't give our secret away. We are expecting baby #3!!!!! Quick? Yes. Are we crazy? Maybe. Are we happy. Very.